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I'm not "cool" like you...
nerd, geek, loser, freak
Created on 2004-01-23 23:38:19 (#1985487), last updated 2009-11-12
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Basic Info| Name: | *ayhurk!* |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1983-09-24 |
| Location: | Longview, Texas, United States |
BioI have nothing profound to say (as is usually the case), so uhh...
*My name is Emily...
**I'm horribly normal and average, although I'd fancy myself stunningly unique if I had that much self-esteem. I'm defective.
***I like to try to find my poor judgment to be amusing. And hell, if I can't find it to be amusing, I at least try to fool myself into believing that I learn from it. (In actuality, I lack cognitive learning skills, so there is no end to the number of times that I will repeat a mistake.)
****I don't think that I've ever fit into a particular category in my whole life (although I've tried). However, I am fond of labeling others. Just kidding. Hardy har har.
My journal is boring: therein lies its singular charm.
I'm excruciatingly lame and I never know what to say. So sue me.
I'm usually under-informed.
Don't make fun of me: I've probably beaten you to it, ya bastard.
I'm not worthy. No...really.
I'm chronically fucking dumped.
Why bother? Who the hell cares what the THEY thinks, anyway?
Hmm...I've thought about it. I have about as much "edge" as an earthworm with a head cold. I have about as much appeal as one, too. Is it even possible for an earthworm to have a head cold? Which end is the head, anyway?
Er...what was I talking about?
There isn't much to me. Don't waste your time.
I have ascertained this much from my life thus far: I do not deserve happiness.
Fuck you and the fucking horse you fucking rode in on. FUCK. YOU.
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"Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk in front of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either. Just leave me the hell alone."
"No one loves me but my mother, and she could be jivin' too."--B.B. King
"How many of you believe in psychokinesis? Raise my hand..."
"Procrastinate now!"
"Remember: You're unique...just like everyone else!"
"In the future everyone will be famous for fifteen minutes."--Andy Warhol
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"...come mothers and fathers throughout the land / and don't criticize what you can't understand / your sons and your daughters are beyond your command / your old road is rapidly aging / please get out of the new one if you can't lend your hand / for the times, they are a-changin'..."--Bob Dylan
"...I'll take what you're willing to give / and I'll teach myself to live / with a walk-on part / in a background shot / from a movie I'm not in..."--Blink-182
"This place was never the same again /
After you came and went /
How can you say you meant anything different to anyone /
Standing alone, on the street with a cigarette /
On the first night we met /
Look to the past and remember a smile /
And maybe tonight I can breathe for a while /
I'm not in this scene /
I think I'm falling asleep /
But then all that it means /
Is I'll always be dreaming of you"--Blink-182
"...there's no return from 86 / don't even try..."--Green Day
Heh...*snort*
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| Elitist snob scum must die.
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The hamster and squeaky toy in my brain are pitted against each other once again in a fierce battle for supremacy.
I reserve the right to call you an asshole.
Someone once threatened, in a joking manner, to stab me in the face. I swear, I laughed my ass off. Just thinking about that still makes me laugh. Man, that's some funny shit. I don't know why.
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"I don't think you need a moving van for a sweat sock and a tear-stained diary."--Roseanne
LOVE DOESN'T MEAN SHIT TO YOU; LOVE DIDN'T KEEP IT TOGETHER. FUCK "LOVE CONQUERS ALL."
You'll never love me.
You'll never miss me.
You'll never hold me.
You'll never kiss me.
When I lost my love, I lost my hope.
I am alone. I will always be alone.
I don't wanna grow old unless I can grow old with you.
Pain never disappears; it simply fades with the passage of time.
"If you love something, let it go. If it doesn't come back, hunt it down and kill it." --Member of the Dallas SWAT team, from an episode of "Dallas SWAT"
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"Remember 'baby, baby, don't get hooked on me, I'll just use you, then I'll set you free?' Use me and I'll set you on fire, you bastard."--Roseanne
"Bitch, bitch, bitch...that's all you ever ARE!"
I AM the BIGGEST REJECT you will ever meet.
You could be my friend, but why the hell would you want to?
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I don't blame you; I find myself repulsive, too.
*My name is Emily...
**I'm horribly normal and average, although I'd fancy myself stunningly unique if I had that much self-esteem. I'm defective.
***I like to try to find my poor judgment to be amusing. And hell, if I can't find it to be amusing, I at least try to fool myself into believing that I learn from it. (In actuality, I lack cognitive learning skills, so there is no end to the number of times that I will repeat a mistake.)
****I don't think that I've ever fit into a particular category in my whole life (although I've tried). However, I am fond of labeling others. Just kidding. Hardy har har.
My journal is boring: therein lies its singular charm.
I'm excruciatingly lame and I never know what to say. So sue me.
I'm usually under-informed.
Don't make fun of me: I've probably beaten you to it, ya bastard.
I'm not worthy. No...really.
I'm chronically fucking dumped.
Why bother? Who the hell cares what the THEY thinks, anyway?
Hmm...I've thought about it. I have about as much "edge" as an earthworm with a head cold. I have about as much appeal as one, too. Is it even possible for an earthworm to have a head cold? Which end is the head, anyway?
Er...what was I talking about?
There isn't much to me. Don't waste your time.
I have ascertained this much from my life thus far: I do not deserve happiness.
Fuck you and the fucking horse you fucking rode in on. FUCK. YOU.
-----------------
"Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk in front of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either. Just leave me the hell alone."
"No one loves me but my mother, and she could be jivin' too."--B.B. King
"How many of you believe in psychokinesis? Raise my hand..."
"Procrastinate now!"
"Remember: You're unique...just like everyone else!"
"In the future everyone will be famous for fifteen minutes."--Andy Warhol
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"...come mothers and fathers throughout the land / and don't criticize what you can't understand / your sons and your daughters are beyond your command / your old road is rapidly aging / please get out of the new one if you can't lend your hand / for the times, they are a-changin'..."--Bob Dylan
"...I'll take what you're willing to give / and I'll teach myself to live / with a walk-on part / in a background shot / from a movie I'm not in..."--Blink-182
"This place was never the same again /
After you came and went /
How can you say you meant anything different to anyone /
Standing alone, on the street with a cigarette /
On the first night we met /
Look to the past and remember a smile /
And maybe tonight I can breathe for a while /
I'm not in this scene /
I think I'm falling asleep /
But then all that it means /
Is I'll always be dreaming of you"--Blink-182
"...there's no return from 86 / don't even try..."--Green Day
Heh...*snort*
_____________________________________________________
|
| Elitist snob scum must die.
|_____________________________________________
The hamster and squeaky toy in my brain are pitted against each other once again in a fierce battle for supremacy.
I reserve the right to call you an asshole.
Someone once threatened, in a joking manner, to stab me in the face. I swear, I laughed my ass off. Just thinking about that still makes me laugh. Man, that's some funny shit. I don't know why.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~#~
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"I don't think you need a moving van for a sweat sock and a tear-stained diary."--Roseanne
LOVE DOESN'T MEAN SHIT TO YOU; LOVE DIDN'T KEEP IT TOGETHER. FUCK "LOVE CONQUERS ALL."
You'll never love me.
You'll never miss me.
You'll never hold me.
You'll never kiss me.
When I lost my love, I lost my hope.
I am alone. I will always be alone.
I don't wanna grow old unless I can grow old with you.
Pain never disappears; it simply fades with the passage of time.
"If you love something, let it go. If it doesn't come back, hunt it down and kill it." --Member of the Dallas SWAT team, from an episode of "Dallas SWAT"
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
"Remember 'baby, baby, don't get hooked on me, I'll just use you, then I'll set you free?' Use me and I'll set you on fire, you bastard."--Roseanne
"Bitch, bitch, bitch...that's all you ever ARE!"
I AM the BIGGEST REJECT you will ever meet.
You could be my friend, but why the hell would you want to?
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